I don’t consider myself to be an outstanding person. Mostly because I didn’t decide for this to be apart of my journey. But I make the best of it. And no, i am not alive, but I am also not really dead either. Let’s just say I did something really traumatic and i’m now in a medically induced coma. Yeah it sucks, but for me to come back I have to help others with their problems. And before you ask how I could do that, let’s just say I met an angelic figure who came to me while im sleeping twenty four-seven on this uncomfortable firm dying bed. The angelic angel like figure appeared to come all the time, and she brought me to the wonders of peoples dreams. She’d explain what the dreams stood for and told me that your consciousness puts certain dreams in action depending on what you are going through to try and open your eyes and see what you need to do to to better yourself. But I don’t think anyone really takes dreams seriously, or even knows that dreams can have a deeper meaning than what they imagine. At least I didn’t, anyway.

So when she first brought me to someone's dreams I couldn’t believe what was happening. I knew this could be life changing for them, but also i felt a little guilty for messing with someone’s head. But I considered it to be a helping hand because i wouldn’t want someone to go through what I went through and am still going through at this moment and to be able to help someone out and to also help me back into this world sounds like a movie. After me talking to myself for about 10 minutes I zone back in to help her with her life and maybe make her think more positive about her situation. Before I do that, the angelic angel spoke to me and told me all about what she’s gone through and how we can potentially turn her life into something more. The angel told me she has been going thru family problems such as arguing and her parents feeling disappointed with her. Also she has been in a mental and physical abusive relationship for the past year and is really blind to what he is doing to her. So in the dream we thought of an amazing way to make her really think what her dream meant and why she was really dreaming this kind of dream in the first place.

Her dream I’d say would be very traumatizing even just to be dreaming like this. She was having a vivid dream about being arrested because she ended things with her boyfriend, assuming because he was abusive and he killed himself over it, and the police thought it was her fault. She dreamt that the cops were giving her life in prison. Although this seems a little much, it is just a dream and dreams can really affect you, even when it was just deep sleep. And if i think about it it has to be a warning sign to end things, or try to fix them because if her dream was making it her fault, maybe something in the future could lead to actions she couldn’t imagine. Now I have no idea what I am going to do to help this girl out. I really want to be able to persuade her into being positive and getting out of this situation and healing from it before it gets too late. Just how it was for me. Too late. But not if I can help her.

I zone out for a minute thinking of an idea and suddenly i think of my life. I am thinking of how my mom is feeling right about now. I can’t believe I left her alone. Alone in a home where she raised me to be something big one day, and I left. I left her…