January 5th 2008
Dear Diary,
I'm meeting him today, I know I know mistake huh? I think I can do whatever I want I mean my parents are out of town. Yes of course freedom is going through my mind. I know I'm only 13 years old, but I love him. What scares me though this is the first time I'm meeting him in person, myspace can intorduce you to a lot of new people, and I never though that I'd ever meet the man of my dreams there, but I did. Well whatever I'll write in you tonight when he leaves.
Dear Diary,
I'm upset, I'm only 13, and I feel as if, I just made the biggest mistake of my life, he was moving too fast, and so was I. I shouldn't have invited him, I kissed him, but he wanted more, I couldn't give him more, but I did. I did more. I'm ashamed, I'm mad, I'm disapointed, I feel like a w****, I feel like a s***. I shouldn't have done what I've done, I must say this now, I'm sorry mom...