All this anger in my veins, feels like I going insane, the endless complaints, the non-restraints it's all something I can't tame let alone explain it just makes me feel as if I'm crazy, young moms an countless babies, too many to even count, endless gunshots bodies mound after mound, cousin shot on the news, mama used an abused, my mind ticking like a ticking time bomb, my emotions run deep into endless peaks you'll never know the real me, tired of being who they want me to be, tired of keeping my mouth shut, this situation just has me stuck, thinking who can I tell, endless tears an silently I yell at the darkness that sits before me, I stare into her face an she blatantly ignores me, emotionally neglects me like the poetry that just kept me, sane all this time, nothing to turn to but my rhymes I try so hard to let stuff go but it's over she won, no more cries this burden weighs a ton, tired of all this stress all this is goin to my head so I sit back an think as my heart just sinks, deep Into my chest, all of this is just a mess, I regret telling even less, but yet I still fight this endless fight, while I strut with my pride, my self respect.. Just no self confidence