Unfortunately the rest of him was saying he'd never forgive me. He'd never find a way to get over the words that will never be taken back, the words that will always be remembered. The ones you wonder about a year later still. 

She just kept to herself more and more, he thought it was just an off day. So he didn't say anything for the moment. She need space, of course he said he didn't mind and smiled at her. The smile that is up when he wants no one to know what's beneath the surface, she knew it too. That's smilethat hurts the most. 

Again the next she kept to herself. Again he smiled. Again it killed both of them. That smile both of them knew but never bothered todo anything about.