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In Her Mind and Heart
Nobody knows what goes on in her mind and heart
This is only because from others she is always set apart
She can't stand some of the people who call themselves her friends
cuz for her family and friendship bonds always ends
Though she has given each the chance to be trustworthy
and each one has everytime has made her outlook more blurry
for she yearns to find good in everyone she meets
only to be mocked,hurt,and cast aside in every feat
On the outside she puts effort to have these bonds with others
to be positive,outgoing, and cheery and accept companionship when offered
She dresses in black but only so,she still looks casual
with bright red hair and painted fingernails she typical
shiny,hopeful and hurt her eyes are beautiful
she decorates them with make-up so it blocks her soul
Constatly she hears from the opposite gender
they would go to ends of the earth for her
that sheis most desired and without fault
in all the while this attention becomes her newest fault
She is still insecure and alone in her feelings
yet now is with lustful dealings
for at a young age of 5 her body and innocence was taken
blamed herself for half the time since but all,forsaken
her grandmother seemed to be to blame next
She thought of this experience
everytime she came close to sex
not after long this new found lust is nothing
she no longer cares what happens to her biding
the loss of her pride and innocence her respect is gone
moving on through her trials and tribulations of life for only so long
she feels now the worl owes something to her for this deed
now implanted is a restless and reckless seed
her choices are her own she knows this
only to choose the one more dangerous
Her grandmother was supposed to be taking care of her
then to stupidly leave her witha stranger
the girl blamed herself for letting it happen
then she grew up realizing it wasn't helpin
and that she was too young to know
This tainting incident and tragedy would make her grow
into a trouble dwelling teen
too much underneath to be seen
she had been content so far untill
adolescence would have its will
She grows into a developed body and beautiful face
she wanted to know where it would get her at a rapid pace
Then the summer of her 14th year
every boy in her life seemed to want her near
she was at first flattered by the attention
for she never received it before,only exclution
she had never felt special or important
only forgotten,lost and insignificant
It was all fun and games
untill she met him and he came
into her life and it was over ,she was done
when she knew he felt it too,it was clear he was the one
Dramatically enough at the time she had a boyfriend
he was her age nice cute but scarce so she thought it was ended
had not heard from him in weeks thought it over and finished
eventualy he calls to say goodbye for 2 years with one wish
to see her one last time before he left
she meets him uneasily for she didn't want to do something she'd regret
when they meet and hug he looks good with a mohawk
They were both shy yet glad to be and took a walk
through the flying water while holding hands it was fun
before they knew it the truck was there and he was gone
yes she was going to miss him his name was tim.
And so conludes this part of her and him.
Since then he and her new and first love
must go through many obstacles many pushes and shoves
He who worked for here father wanted her so
she who was overprotected and sheltered wanted him more
For months they would sneak and lie
lasting this long they thought they were sligh
Now here,you see since her new life is fascinating
she wanted to remember it and so she records it in writing
A girl of young age makes a mistake and leaves her book open
her parents have read that she has disobeyed them and become sulken
enough to try to their best to get him arrested
she runs to stay at his brother's house with him together they tested
to see how far they'd go,the next morning compromise
together they go and times goes by their love an incredible size
nothing could possibly come between them
unil 'bout a year and a half later there was trouble between her and him
Understand she be fully faithful many other guys have fallen for our heroin
these were good friends then never heard from again
when it came to a different on who seemed to need her she decided that would end
they befriended each other and would have fun
though remember she was still with and loved her 'one'
time goes by and she learns of something new
this fondness for her becomes love; she doesn't know what to do.
People around them would talk and say there was more
many times she felt guilty having guy friends as if a whore
She was always grateful and glad
for her boyfriend and love was hardly mad
though was not stupid and could tell others wanted his queen
but to continue on with this potential paramour it seemed
that he was already a very sad heart involved in a bad life
He claimed she was his angel of sight
she never had feelings for this poor boy
she could't help but feel terribly guily cuz soon this would destroy
Her boyfriends heart just a lil as time went on
soon he would be the only son
to graduate and go to college
this wouldn't be easy and became a challenge
unfurtanetly he felt abandoned by his girl
while he was working she was in her own world
when finally these two love birds found time
it'd be good and great,then they'd bicker and whine
by the end of her sophmore year it was sad
they regretibly broke up to be only friends and
agreed they were free but both accepted love
was always there and the other was above
all else and everyone
Now they must realize this chapter is done,time for a new one
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