When I think about him I think he is thinking about me or is he thinking about her. I want to know what’s he thinking, I want to hear what he’s thinking, am I what he is thinking? Then I hear words out of his mouth and their not words I want to hear. As
I think about what’s he thinking, in my head I’m thinking that he has a problem or I have the problem. I realize it’s no one problem it’s all in my head not my heart.


I look at him everyday and I wonder, just wonder,“what’s he thinking right now?” Next,I see him in the halls I want to run and hide and never come out. He stares at me and I stare right back at him I felt weird and confused as the staring continues. Sometimes, I know you know how I feel but just stop caring and get me out of your head for a while. When I found out that you fell for another I felt stupid: I flirted, I sent signals and you went after her. Now that I look at you I feel like we don’t belong but a year ago I did and I don’t know why I always wanted you, you don’t realize I did. I had love; you found love and when they both ended I fell for you all over again. It’s time to ask the question:

“WHAT ARE YOU THINKING?”



So I’m thinking to myself why do you talk to me I’m just another lonely girl waiting to get swept off my feet. Also I’m thinking why am I thinking about him then I remember, you are the only person that will talk to me as a real person not just a lonely girl waiting for you to come around. Also as I remember you want after the other girl; that’s right not me? So those words you said to me last year where really hurtful and you stock to those words. As you stuck to that girl and those words I tried to get over you but I can’t. Now that I’m thinking about us together I can’t anymore because you love her and I can accept your feelings about her.