sitting in this room with an idle mind
behind these same four walls day in day out
sometimes i dont want to get out the bed in the morning
no one there to keep me sain
it gets harder each day... feels like i drifted into a low mood and aversion to activity that has a negative effect... depression has consumed me ....
making it hard to rise out of my bed knowing that particular day would be a good one...well at least with hopes... but i cant bare the thought ..... depression has grasped me with its palms and covered me with its body i just pray soon it lets go........