Hi my son,

It has been so long since I have seen you. I miss you dearly, and I wish you could be back here in my arms.... (well you hadn't been in my arms yet.... but I wish you could have been). I know that Daddy doesn't always show it, but he loves you. He doesn't want to talk about you, because he knows it'll make him sad and angry. He wanted to meet you, and so do I. I love you, he loves you, we love you. Your uncle Ryan, although he never got to know you, would have loved you as well. You were and still are so loved my sweet little boy. Don't ever forget that, even if you are watching me from above, I am still always here for you. Mommy thinks about you every day little man, and I just wish I could hold you. I wish you hadn't left me. But, I know that your leaving was God's will, and that it will all ba okay in the end, right??? Cory Kevin Veerasammy, I love you with all my heart. Please stay sweet while you are up in heaven, don't grow up too fast, like I did, and please know, that I will be with you as soon as I can. 

Love, Mom