I've seen things... Things no one should ever see. I've lived through things... Things no one should live through. Things I would never wish upon my own worse enemy. My eyes behold bloodshed. My eyes behold tears and pain. My ears heard screams. My ears heard obscene things. I've lived hell. Most say hell is beneathe... They wouldn't say that if they heard of the things people like me have been through. My hands write to remember and record... Record a history of violence and darkness. Remember for a strength that can no longer be accessed but in this way. My mouth has spoken lies in order to protect my brothers eyes. My mouth spoke pain in order to not show the weakness brewing inside of me... I've lived things.... Things no one should ever live through. Things I would never thrust against my own worst enemy. Eyes seen assault. Ears heard screams. My body a traitor used against me. I've lived things.