The end of this school year is coming fast. We have less than a month left. That's honestly insane. This year has been one of the best and one of the worst for me. In december, i was sent to rehab for substance abuse. I spent a month there and have been attending therapy ever since. But my life has only gone up since that. I met the love of my life i believe. He has only made my life better. I cant begin with him. And then my friends have been there and loved me since day 1. My life has gotten really good since then. I am a more positive person. I have been 5 months sober. That's a long time for a person who couldn't go a night without anything. My grades have gone up. I went from failing two classes, to getting nothing lower than a C. At the time, i thought it was done for me and my time had come. I didn't see any potential in me honestly. But now i see the true beauty of life, and i stopped believing in what everyone else wanted me to believe in. i have become Agnostic. I don't believe in god and i'm lucky enough to have parents to accept that. They don't force it on me anymore. I thought it was the end for me, but i'm incredibly grateful that it wasn't. Way too many people live their life, trying to make things work;Hoping something will happen without trying and working towards it. It's a shame when people get older, and they aren't able to do much, they look back and they aren't proud of the life they lived. They didn't get to do or accomplished what they wanted to. I'm happy in life.