Have you ever fallen in love with someone so amazingly perfect, but never tell them, then have your heart crushed when you find out that they are with someone else?
If there was one thing I could change about myself, it could quite possibly be this. It has happened numerous times, and every time I wonder why I let this happen to myself. Some people would wonder why I never say anything. I don’t know. It’s just one of those things I can’t figure out. I do know that someday this has got to stop. Putting my heart on the line and not telling the person that I am in love with them just leads to more heartache than if I actually told them and things ended badly.
Maybe I do it because I think that they would be happier without me. If I just never say anything, they can just go on with their lives, without me. If they liked me back or not I’ll never know, but I can continue to love who they are, without them knowing, and sometimes, that is enough.