i did it
and i regret it
u acted like u didnt like me
so i said i didnt like u
but u did
and i did
and i said no
and u were sad
and i didnt want that
i wanted to be your girlfriend
and you wanted to be my boyfriend
but you moved on
and i thought i did
but i realize now
how much i miss being near you
how much i miss seeing you everyday
how much i miss talking about everything and anything
how much i miss you
and im sorry for this
because now you have her
and its my fault im alone
there have been offers
but i said no
becuase i found petty little flaws
but i guess i said no
because they wernt you
and i keep telling myself
no regrets
it happened
get over it and move on
but i cant seem to
you are on my mind
and i want to be on yours
and it is all my fault
i was too scared of rejection
i was too scared that you didnt like me
i was too scared to be let down
i was too scared to give myself totally to someone else
when i dont give all of myself to anyone
not even me
so i guess im saying im sorry
for protecting myself
by hurting you
and for not realizing
that everything i wanted
was standing right there in front of me