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why i write

July 22, 2021
By Anonymous

The reason why I write is more than for some essay or assignment for school. I write at 10 pm searching for the words to describe how I’m feeling. I write to understand my emotions and let it all fall out. I write to prevent it from building bottles up within. I write when I feel desperate and alone. I write away the little voices in my head that don’t listen. I write instead of being a burden to the others around me. I write through my losses. I write about the expectations I’ll forever fail to live up to. I write from the point of view of the disappointment, I feel I am. I write to let go and forget, in order to grow. I write to accept what’s real. I write to reflect and think on everything. I write to say the things I’d never say out loud. I write as if I’m having the conversations I dream to have. I write to the one I miss the most. I write to the people who will live on after me. I write to express myself. I write to tell my own truth. I write as an escape from the crazy world. I write as a way out of the darkness of the society. I write to pretend I’m someone different than I am. I write because I believe words hold great value. I write because I believe words can be masks of the truth. I write out of desire for greatness and success. I write to make it all okay. I write because the lines between the papers are a judgement free place. I write to say the hard things that I can’t speak out. I write to be distracted from the stress and pressure of school. I write myself into the confident person I wish to be. When I feel passionate about something as soon as my pencil hits the paper it doesn’t stop, and I write and write. I write to have the freedom to say what I want and be who I want. I write because it holds infinite possibilities.


The author's comments:

I am a 16 year old female high school student. Last spring we were tasked to explain why we write for class and a spin-off of george orwell's prose, and so  I ran with the idea. My teacher ended up loving it and told me he thought it sounded like something that should be published. After rereading it I feel there's many teens out there that could relate to the words I use and the feelings I describe. Which is ultimately what brought me here. Thanks for your time!


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on Jul. 24 2021 at 11:46 pm
Rsnail-925 PLATINUM, Boulder, Colorado
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Favorite Quote:
A story has as many versions as it has readers - Winter Of Our Discontent

This describes me so well.... Honestly, all of my bottled-up emotions and confusion about life inspires me to write. Without it I think I wouldn't have anything worth reading.

on Jul. 24 2021 at 9:58 am
Crazywolfiegirl2 PLATINUM, Kington, Other
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Favorite Quote:
There is something infinitely healing in the repeated refrains of nature—the assurance that dawn comes after night, and spring after winter. —Rachel Carson

This is so relatable. To be honest, I never actually wondered why I wrote. You explained it very well, and I see what you mean. I guess this is why I wrote as well 🙃 thanks for sharing this