I have a question for you
Because I must be confused
You got my head quite mixed up
Not knowing what to do
Because now that I want to be with you
You seem distant
Maybe all it is a miscommunication
To how and what you feel
I thought you were all for being and going out with me
I don’t get it
Am I doing something wrong
I like you, I really do
And being with you is what I want
But that doesn’t necessarily mean that’s what I need
Because I know I am better then this
All of it
Including falling for a guy that has already fallen for someone else
That’s just stupidity
You fell for her not me
Although I wish it was
But the truth of the matter is I can’t change it
I don’t know how
I don’t even think it’s possible
I wouldn’t even want to try to change it anyway
Because I know it wouldn’t accomplish anything
It isn’t worth the time
You are not worth the time
All of it is a waste of time
It should be a crime
To try to make girls fall for you, you know
It really isn’t right
I almost lost sight of things
Almost completely fell for you
But thing is if I had you
I mean fully
Instead of sharing
I don’t think your love would even complete what I need
Or if it would even satisfy any of my needs
I should just take this as a sign
That it isn’t meant to be
That I am wasting my time
Time that I don’t have to figure you out
Time I don’t have to waste on a guy like you
A guy who acts like a boy trying to be a man
If I can’t have all of you
Physically
Mentally
And emotionally
Then I don’t want any part of you
So from here on out we are officially through
Everything about us
It’s the ultimate end
I surrender
So the answer to my question no longer lays in your hands