Deep down inside; I still havent found a reason to believe that my grandma has died.

I have flashbacks at night, almost like she's still alive.

Its hard for me,

Why did she have to leave this earth.

Do you know how many days I've had to hurt.

I have never been in so much pain,
Now I know how it feels to loose someone very special to you.

I always find a way to say I will be with her again, one day!

But then I almost wnat to throw my hands up and say,
do you know how many days, weeks, months in a year!

Make you wnat to believe you'll never meet agian.

But then i found out that GOD is my beginning and end!