place a bullet through my heart

that's all you had to do to prevent me

from this misery

but you didn't and I thank you

I better tolerate the laughs, jeers,

and loneliness of being shy

you told me to jump

Well, I didn't

I started to see the world differently

because of you

you called me fat, I starve myself

because of you
you called me ugly, forcing me to look

at the mirror for hours at a time

you put my life into perspective

for that one thing I thank you

I know I may be fat, ugly, quiet, ect.

But one day my shyness will vanish

and all those things will disappear