I'm not lonely but I feel so alone. My heart not broken but it still not completely close. The emptiness I carry from all the disappointments burden me the smiles on your faces discourage me. Because I no longer know were we stand. I'm starting to think this is just a game which I never agree to play. But yet something so familiar a scent to strong floats back to me. As I stay stunted of what could had be. I open up to thee but nothing in return another disappointment but I stand strong because I almost had you I almost had it all. But now I know almost dose not count not when you could have it all . But I always fall short but in those faces of those who smile and hid behind there eyes. I stand tall eyes and all I push through And reconigze there no me and you and it ok because the feelings for starts to fade away into the darkblue sky and i remember what I have I am loney but I am not alone.