Behind every smile
There hides a tear
It’s hard when the pain is your biggest fear
Behind all the laughter
Is all this screaming in my head
It gets me so bad I just wanna be dead
As my door is closed they’re thinking everything’s alright
When I’m sobbing and crying myself to sleep every night
As I write this one verse I feel the walls closing in
I just wanna get anything and cut through my skin
As the blood turns dry, my head goes blank
I feel so relieved I can’t even think
I could sleep tonight because I started to pray
But don’t wanna wake up cuz I know it’ll be the same the next day