Looking far behind my scary present
Reminds me so much of a blurry past
A past dat keeps me so ashamed of my present
And leaves me willing to relive my past.

The beautiful dreams and the undying hope
Have suddenly vanished into thin,plain air
My enviable personality and coveted scope
Have virtually narrowed into a scornful pair
How I lavished money on wild pleasure
That dint add an inch to me
How I relished spending very rare leisure
With ppl who I dont ever want to see..

How I stayed ur through my darkest of nights
Doing that very thing I dint even cherish
How I wish I had spent my many tonnes of time right
Studying formulae and equations I thought were gibberish