I use to spend every day thinking about you,
And every time you walked by, I lost myself.
You couldn't possibly know what that’s like,
To have someone take you away from yourself.
I’m sorry if you miss the way I looked at you,
But I don't miss the way you never looked at me.
And though we were supposedly together,
You were always some where else, -with her.
And I hate that I cannot forget you at all.
And now when I see you so happy and free,
I wonder why you couldn't be that way with me.
But we both know that I moved on,
That day when you shattered the best of me.
Still, I wonder why it had to be so difficult.
When it was suppose to be so easy for us,
After everything we went through, two years
And I didn’t have a greater known feeling
Than holding your hand, than hearing you laugh.
But now that its all said and done, disappeared,
We've decided not to talk, and that kills,
But you're the boy I will always go back to,
And I can't do that, for my own sake.
So it pains me to see you so amazingly with her,
When all along that's all I wanted,- you.
But I’ve gotten to where I’m actually okay.
I’ve learned that everything happens for a reason,
And I’ve accepted that you and I just weren't meant to be.
So here's to the days of us, forever in the past,
But never forgotten. Just remember the girl
Who taught you everything you know,-
And don't ever make that mistake again.
Because the pain is just too much to handle,
When a girl loves a boy, who wasn’t ever hers.
And the memories will stay, but also fade away.