when all these people are looking at me sayin'

"look at her hair"

"what can she do?"

"i hears she reads"

i feel like im gonna cry

but instead i stand up

and just walk away

hearing all them people laughing at me

i wonder if...

if i should just give up?

give in to the demon inside

let the dark consume my only light

i am half angel

yet half is pure black

i dont wanna go on like this

if i gave up life would be so much easier

so why havent i already?

because...

i have a reason to live.

i have a girlfriend

that i protect with my life

i hardly ever transform

but when i do its for her

i feel like Lumine and Kody

protecting my bae

i wont ever let her go

but when im not with her i wonder if...

if i should just give up

this demon inside

shows no mercy

it eats away at my soul

on the best of days

i feel like i wanna disappear