I don’t know to think about anymore

But I can’t stop thinking

Random thoughts fly and whiz through my mind

And you keep popping back up in my head

But I don’t know you

You’re just a figment of my imagination 

And when I think of you I feel all warm, and happy

I’ve never been in love 

But I want to be

I want to be cared for and cradled, and cuddled

I want to feel

More than just pain, hurt, and sadness

I want to scream and yell and do something

Rather than just sit there and brood

Over nothing

A guy in a show once said that “You know, your thoughts never stop. Even when you’re sleeping,”

If there only was a way

To stop my thoughts for a second and breath

To stop the stress, depression, anxiety and millions of other problems I can’t even name, that are coursing through my veins

If there was just a way

To stop my thoughts for a second and 

Just breath