My heart is breaking

No I’m not faking

My whole soul is aching

This pain is too real

I don’t want to feel 

This stabbing that steals

Every breath I am taking

There is no mistaking 

That my heart is breaking

I cannot stop the hate

The reason for my heart to break

I’m too sorry, I’m too late

Am I wrong in my mind

For hating you while you dined

Somewhere else because you whined

You’re not at home anymore

For that I am happy in my core

Now you live behind my favorite door

My first love has taken you in

My father took you when you weren’t really kin

Wishing someone dead is probably a sin

But I wish it anyways

I wish it every day

I am left in this sense of disarray

This jealousy is making me sick

I'm acting like an insensitive prick

Ask me if I give a s***