I’m broken

Enough not to feel anymore

Your words impact me from a distance

Your knives cut at me from an ocean away

Your eyes pierce me from the mirror

Your eyes...

You shine like diamonds

And even though I want to

I cannot say no

And so you use me

And break me

Until I am nothing

And it hurts

Too much to tell

But I don’t say no

And so you use me

And break me

And push me to my limit

Until it’s too much for me

And you hear the shouts from the windows

And the cries from within the walls

And see them roll me out

On the white hospital bed 

And I am unmoving and still

Lost in a whole of darkness 

Forever.

Broken.