Imagine being a woman in a world of unfairness.

Imagine being a woman whos blamed for not carrying the sins of others within her mind and her body

Imagine having an armour everybody can shatter

Imagine falling in the depth of despair reaching for air, yelling your lungs out…..in silence 

They say silence is worse than violence….i never understood…..

How a word could cut deeper than a knife…. 

How she could just stand there in….silence

Imagine….. 

Imagine being a woman whose thoughts consume her everyday because god knows what would happen if  her silence just….broke

Imagine...they say imagine living in a world where everything you desire becomes reality because it's better to live in a world of fantasy than in …..reality itself

They say love yourself  because no one will love you if you don't even love yourself right?....

Well what if you can't love

What if you are so broken the only way to find healing is within others wounds in itself

What if you are so broken silence is your cry for help

What if you are so broken.. Not even you can see yourself in a mirror…

The mirror that flashes your life  within its reflection 

His plan was to break me….well you can't break what already has been broken...you can try and fix it but in the end…..you will always see the cracks

Imagine….

Well i can't imagine

I can't sit in silence 

I will not bleed out before the war has even started 

I will not pull a sword where flesh has been before

I will not be blinded at sight by those roses and ignore the thorns

I will not mistake fear for love

Because even i knew i didn't stay for love

I just wanted to make myself believe…. Imagine..

I guess i can imagine…..

My body will not be mistaken for your midnight snack

My tears will not be mistaken for happiness

My fear of your 1 a.m. sucide call will not be mistaken for my feeling of regret

You shall rot for all you've caused is…..

PAIN.