My life is falling apart

The pieces flying away

Like dust on the wind

I try to hold them together,

But they slip out of my reach

Why do I feel so empty?

Lord, what did I do to deserve this pain?

This suffering?

I'm falling apart

acting like everything is fine,

But it's not.

On the outside i pretend i have a normal life,

But I don't.

I'm just acting.

No one could ever understand what i'm going through

That's why I pretend my life is nothing more than what they see.

But it's so much more.

I have a life,

Or at least i used to,

Before the glue got old and cracked,

Before the pages of my life’s book fell apart.

They scatter to the wind,

In a thousand different directions,

And I will never find all of them again.

I have to write new pages, 

Try to put them together in a semblance of control,

But 

I’m 

Failing 

I’m 

Falling

Apart.