No One Notices 

Dying on the inside 
Smiling on the outside  
Everyone sees a giggle 
All I feel is pain 
I am going insane 
You see a happy girl, 
In a happy world 
But that happy person in me isn’t happy 
In fact, that world I’m in is just as crappy 
Crying at home,  
Laughing at school 
My feelings in a whirlpool 
So many people underestimate me 
If only they could see 
How much pain there is in me 
Enemies come naturally 
How much happiness is there, actually? 
No one notices 
I intend to keep it that way 
“Make them pay”, 
Is what they say 
But I still don’t want to be that way