I...

I liked the kind of person you were not what you once were.

I liked the feeling of your peace when I was around you..

I liked that I was with you,

Not that I ever stayed, or you chose to..

But you thought about it..

I...

I hated how sweet you were and how you could always make me laugh.

The way you made me smile and the reason I hate your laugh.

When we were together no one could stop us,

Not even our thoughts.

I hate your sweet scent, even though you’ve already left.

I...

I hate the way my thoughts mix together when I see you.

I hate when my voice starts to crack and you make me cry.

I...

I wish you'd hug me now.

I wish you'd be my friend again..

I...

I get so nervous when I see you now, 

even though that anxious aura used to be a fulfillment of happiness.

I...