driver's license. 

oh how I wish I could drive.

wanting to live the driving 

experience every person 

has.

lots of studying, lots and

lots. It's like it never ends.

you learn something new

about driving each and every day.

the urge to just force to teach 

myself to drive is a forever dream,

but the negative thoughts in my head 

tells me no. 

crashes and accidents here and there

fender benders everywhere. 

so much money,

 just to get a little scratch fixed. 

but oh is there so many cars to choose

from. from a Toyota, to maybe even a

BMW. 

all cars are so nice, but nope. the negative 

thoughts never change. 

but I want to get away, I want to feel the 

breeze through the windows, I want 

to blast the crisp sounds of music.

no, still all those negative thoughts.

Why can’t they go away? why is it 

so spine chilling.

having to walk from place to place,

or depending on my father or other people

to pick me up, and take me places is

draining.

being made fun of by being an 18 year old

who doesn’t know 

how to drive is upsetting. 

seeing people younger than me

driving, will forever make me 

feel some type of way.

dreams of freedom, a wheel to steer.

license pending, the countdown is near

a license I will get to call mine will 

soon to be in my very own hands.

in my heart I say I'm ready, but those negative

thoughts always come circling back around.

practice makes perfect, as they all say.

one day it will be my turn, I pray.

I have to show that I want it, 

work hard, think positive. 

I will one day have the opportunity to

be free and drive until the wheels 

fall off. 

When will it ever be my turn?