Struggling and struggling running sprinting try to forget everything and want 

 everyone to forget me 

Forget how the flood had   almost drowned me. Go to a place where I Thought

nothing can hurt me

I started a new life in a new place where no one know what happened to me

Everything is unknown

I started to make friends I want people who I am not the one with wounds and 

Scars.Until the flood 

chase me down, trapped me in my room under the bookshelf 

Away from the outside

Made me feel the desperate again, but who cares life is like that isn't it  

disappointment after disappointment