When you look into my eyes

I know you love me



But I don’t know for how long
Hugs, kisses, and the entire time I never knew


Behind my back holding her hand









Kissing her rosy lips
And somehow I never knew

I never saw the doubt in your eyes
The terror that I was going to find those secrets of yours



I was lying to myself

Thinking I was in love with you



When I just was another one of those girls

About to get hurt.

The day after I found those secrets of yours




I was happy

Finally happy


And happy that you know that you are a

NOTHING


In my life.