Feeling all the ways i don't want to feel
Struggling between weather its fake or real
Laughing when all i want to do is cry
having to watch as she passes by

Don't know how much more I can take
just trying to bend instead of break
finding i can only say no when i want to say yes
trying not to crumble under the stress

When I'm with her I find I'm glad
so how can waiting be this bad
some how i fell like I'm failing
even though my heart is para sailing

Don't want to have to be away if she ever needs me
my worst nightmare is only being able to stand there and see
what if she has to sit out in the cold
knowing it wouldn't be me she would hold

I don't want to have to look around always seeing her face
knowing that it is just someone else in her place
I don't want to have to walk away
know that all i want is to stay

Your the one thing I have but cannot hold
The one thing i see but cant touch
The one thing i hear but cant say
The one thought lasting forever and never fading away
is you