How can you tell me to act like he isn't there. He's not invisible. Every time I see him my heart continues to tare.
I can not do anything about it. And you want me to deal with this pain. I can't go on like this. I'd rather die in vein.
I can just end it now. Never deal with this pain again. I have no more strength. I have nothing more to deffend.
You don't believe anything that I say. There is no more strength in me. So why should I have to live. There is no more light to see.
It's never going to get better. And Im always going to feel this way. So why can't I just pull the trigger. And end it all today.
It's easier said than done. But I surely want it to end. I don't even care if I go to heaven. This heart of mine is impossible to mend.
I don't want to go on any longer. It would be so much better if I die. I'd love to give you all my final farewell and goodbye.