How can I go from feeling so extremely happy to melting in my own self confidence
He used to talk to me every day
Ive been ignored for 8 days
I wonder what he found out
I wonder what I did
IM as pathetic as I told my self I would never be
Of corse he would never like me
Im so stupid
As I watch him pass
The sinking sadness replaces the jumping happiness of my heart before
I still crave the sight of his face
I crave being let down
I want to know what caused this
I want to know what I did
I cant believe im sitting in English writing this
Im so pathetic
Im so pathetic
The bell will ring
Hes across the hall
I have to go
I must go