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Maybe

April 30, 2010
By volleyballchick PLATINUM, Amarillo, Texas
volleyballchick PLATINUM, Amarillo, Texas
38 articles 0 photos 19 comments

Favorite Quote:
"You changed my world with just one smile, you took my heart with just one kiss."


I trust people too easily.
Maybe


I’m so eager to feel loved I rush into a relationship.
Maybe


its my fault no one likes me.
Maybe


I shouldn’t give my heart out so much














or let people steal it.
Maybe


I shouldn’t wear it on my sleeve












for the whole world to see.
Maybe


I need to tape the now broken pieces













together and lock it up inside me.
Maybe I should hide the key









at the bottom of the sea.
No one would look there.
Then maybe I wouldn’t end up broken again.
Maybe


I wouldn’t end up crying my self to sleep














or thinking of you every minute of every day.
Maybe


then I could forget about being loved.
But most of all.
I want to


forget about you.
I want to


forget all the pain you’ve caused me.
All the tears I wasted.
All the moments,





kisses,







and sweet embraces













that I can never get back.
All I want



is to be mended.
To move on.
To forget about you.
To learn what happiness is again.
And to be able to find someone










who will truly care.
Maybe


I will find him someday.
But maybe I’m still in love with you











and cant move on.
Maybe
I’m trying to lie to myself








about my feelings for you















because I don’t want to get hurt anymore.
Or maybe I never loved you









but was blinded to see that.


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on May. 26 2010 at 7:51 pm
Sileron-evol PLATINUM, Providence, Rhode Island
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Favorite Quote:
"we are captives of our own identities, living in prisons of our own creation"

You read my mind. keep it up!  :)

on May. 20 2010 at 2:49 pm
RoseR. PLATINUM, Tomah, Wisconsin
25 articles 0 photos 23 comments

Favorite Quote:
id rather be hated for who i am than be loved for someone im not, ill never be JUST a memory.

fantastic imagery, but never forget how much you are worth. you are your self and theres nothing wrong with that. take it from someone who knows exactly what you mean. take care of your self <3

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on May. 20 2010 at 1:42 pm
Jaycie BRONZE, Poteet, Texas
2 articles 0 photos 6 comments

Favorite Quote:
&quot; the truth is, live is a crazy ride.. an nothing is guarenteed. &quot;

its  kinda crazy to know that some one feels the exact samw way i do.. Really good tho!