Covered by a glowing face.
As happy as can be.
But in reality,
Alone describes her to a T.
Its killing her inside.
The emotions
She doesn't allow to surface.
Crying is not an option.
And anyway,
Few things make her cry.
But when they are here,
Hours of sobbing come out in
2 minutes.
Everything she wanted to cry about,
She now has an excuse to do it.
Those 2 minutes,
Grant her to live her life as
Full as possible.
Because without them,
She would feel trapped in her own
Mind.
Distanced relationships would
Arise, but that's it.
No emotions.
No love.
No anger.
No sadness.
Just a blank face with hundreds
Of problems scurrying through
Her head.
Those 2 minutes are lovely
And she needs to figure out
How to extend them to her whole life.