Once apon a time I wanted you to be there,
when everything was falling apart

and all i wanted was the satisfaction

of you wanting to do it without pitty and guilt



I would pray and cry for that was all I wanted

Someday I hoped all the pain would decease

Someday you'd be there to catch me when i fell

And someday you would help me breathe,

someday..



I realized you were gone all along, and you didnt even care

You have more important things to tend to

All the highs and the times

you were someone I thought I once knew.

I realized over time I never needed you.