I am not perfect.
My boyfriend is.
Or so he thinks.

It may not be right.
It may be the worst decision ever.
But I have no control over it.

I don’t want to do it.
He will hate me forever if I do.
But I can’t live this way.

He feels so amazing in my arms.
But so does he.
Which one feels better?

I can’t tell.
My mind is fogging up.
I can’t tell up from down.

Is there a difference?
I thought I knew him.
Why is this taking over my life?

I didn’t mean to go that far.
I thought he loved me.
I guess this is goodbye.

Did I do anything wrong?
Did we take a wrong turn?
Can we make it right?

Is there a possible solution?
Will I ever know what could have been?
Does it really have to end?

Why is this feeling so wrong?
Is there any other way?
How am I supposed to live like this?

I wonder why it has taken me so long.
I have been thinking this for a long time.
I wonder when it’s going to end.

I guess this is goodbye.
I don’t know what else to do.
I really don’t want to do this.
I don’t know what else to do.

PLEASE TELL ME SOMETHING.

must i end this now?