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Stuck
You walked away
And I waited
I even told you I would wait
But you didn’t say you needed me to
So after a while
I stopped
I got up off that cold metal bench of waiting
And walked off on my own
Hoping for greener pastures
Being blessed with only faded brown
Occasional dapples of yellow
My feet grew sore from all the walking
I still hovered by the bench sometimes
Wishing
Hoping
Praying
To a god I don’t believe in
And then I stopped even that
And surprise, there you were
Standing on the bench
Shouting
Jumping
Up and down
Waving your arms
The bench shook with your weight
Your face was lit up
A question in your eyes
“Baby?”
I didn’t take it well
I may have pushed you into a face plant,
On the rough cement
And you were gone again,
Just like that
But I did it to myself this time
You can’t take this blame
So I sat down on the bench
Curled up
And cried
Trying to bury myself in my sweatshirt
But the warm cotton couldn’t save me
From a cold that spread from within
The cold of pain and loneliness
The cold of a mistake
A muddle up that can’t be un muddled
I said I was sorry
But our damage was done
You weren’t ready anyways
So I’m back to hovering by the bench
Wishing
Hoping
Praying
To a god I don’t believe in
Sometimes, I think I see you sitting there waiting
For me
Or someone else
But I’m afraid
So I don’t call out
Don’t say your name
I don’t sit beside you and ask,
Why you’re on the bench
I hover about,
And you sit and fidget
Get up and wander
Come back
As the rain pours down
What are we waiting for?
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