why do I insist on making myself as depressed as possible...
why do i hate my own happiness so much...
Why is it when I look up and see the light coming through the curtains I close my eyes?..
What is it about the night that fulfills me..
does anyone know..
if i call we go on...
and if i stall...we will fall..
fall into the never-ending night...
Oh God please help me!
this is all so scary!
The voices are blaring!
And every-one's staring!!
I'm yelling! Yelling for someone to come caring!!
No one is moving!
I'm fighting it back! Back into me...
..it's gone... if that's what you want...
All is quiet..
all is peace...
Until you leave the realm of sight..
until you see my emotions in their fight...
The night! The night is HERE!
it's falling.. it's falling!
Where is my sun....