Remember when we were the best of friends?
I do. I remember the long talks on the phone
Everyday on the weekend spent together
Never having anyone say one name without the other
Going everywhere with each other
Doing everything together
Knowing each other better than ourselves
But then you decide to hurt me like I never thought possible
You always think it's me, but you were the one that hurt me
I am just so tired of all the things you find to get mad about
I'm not going to try to explain what happened because knowing you; you won't listen to anything I have to say
How could you think I would do something like that?
I thought you knew me, but I guess not
Nothing would have happened if you never decided to do what you did
You were the only one I trusted in life
I told you everything
Now I can't trust anyone
My heart is closed and will take a lot to be opened again
I want to talk to you the way we did before
I have cried over this too much and now I'm just mad
I wish you never did what you did
But at night all I think about is all the good times we have had
And I think to myself this is the end of our friendship
It hurts me so much to think like that, but I have to now
I loved you like a friend, a best friend, a sister
I just want you to realize that you were at wrong, but I know you won't
And that's why we can't be friends
I want you to remember the night I held you in my arms
You cried and told me everything that jerk did
I told you everything will be alright
I was there for you
I just can't get over how you are going to believe the boy that lied to you the most
And not believe your girl
It just scares me how much I try and sometimes knowing nothing will work
If you just try then maybe we can be friends
But until then I have to go on life living like I have never lived before
Without my best friend!