Still haunted by past woes
Moments rest never given
As time sweeps and flows
Through the endless prison
Twisting the thought
A silent wish of never being caught
Hand aflame glowing with secret shame
Pending promise
Sought to conquer darkness
How quickly turned monstrous
Given all but expected of more
Riddled to the core
Rampant with denial
Constant defence
To withstand trial
Words rip and tear
A coward effortless to scare
Constant cloud seemed to loom
Shadows shared whispers of impending doom
The truth hid from
Knowing such a day would too soon come
What choice was left?
Pitiful attempt to sanity kept
Rather run away
the risk of retribution
Ever strong
Powerful if time let long
Option offer, limited time
Crushed or climb
Climb farther run if you must
Eventually find trust
Companion, steed of doubt
Despite agony repressive seep out
The guilt forever burn
One clear, Shall not return
Self consider
Though the past made bitter
Regret now? Not a thing
Unknown future bring
To say if only


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