When I whispered to you
And stood up for myself
You just stood there
and took it
No hazy blue eyes
No pleads of regrets
Just a blank look
from you...
No blushing pale skin
No sad sighs
God...
Was I that blind?
Was I naive?
I cared for you....
Oh so dearly....
And of course
what comes back
it betrayal...
And I guess they say
Love only works both ways
while heart break only goes one
My breaths of relief
sighed one...
by...
one....
All the kisses
All the hugs
were blank nothingness
I guess...
And all those nights
I cried for you
filling that endless well
with liquid diamonds...
And that vow to stop
the scars from appearing
and filling the water
with droplettes of blood...
To be happy again....
Were all wasted away
in my mind...
All for you!!!
All for you....
And if you ever
crawl back to me
begging to have me
I guess I will sigh
and look you in the eye
and then give my sincere reply...
"No, Love...
You only bring me harm
and distress
sorrow
and joy...
And I may bring you back
under my wings
But for now
I still love
but it shan't be you
right now
Good Bye
Good Bye
I shall now fly
away from here
away from you
Go find a girl
who will take you for you
and you take her for her
and maybe then
I shall take you back"