Haze surrounds me
As I try and chase the light
All alone in the ship in this dreary sea
Rocked and rolled by gods might
Can't tell whats black and whats white
Enclosed by claustrophobic greys so bright

Written my own decline
On the pages the ink has seeped
There's nothing here that's mine
All meaning has slowly leaked
Try and hold onto something solid
But mush overflows from the lid

Gone to far to draw back now
Stuck in this nothingness I've created
To move from here now HE won't allow
The chance back to normalcy HE gave and I missed
Floating aimlessly in this void
All reason and meaning is now devoid

Try and retrieve my truth from the mess
Find some answers in this nothingness
Hope for HIM to forgive and bless