my pain, my distress, my troubles, and problems
i wish you were the one able to dissolves them
but i hide my ways and put a fake smile
and help you out every once in a while

making sure you don't hurt
or left in despair
and checking on others and giving repairs

right now i'm frozen
and defrosting would be of great pleasure
but my state is far critical
any mistake would be fatal
so the ice numbs the pain
all words difficult to absorb
and nothing to gain

so hate me, do as you please
as long as your fine
im content knowing that,
not a lot every truly cared about me
so i try and i push forward
move across this snow

hoping one day i'd be where the green grass grows
but i'm still stuck in this never ending solid water
no where to be because the ocean isn't moving and neither is me