The tears form and I am lost.
Lost in remembrance.
Don't leave I thought.
Maybe I should have said it out loud...
Purple and gray skies.
So many bittersweet memories.
The walls shatter that I have carefully formed around my heart.
They fall into oblivion.
Where to go from here...
No one knows.
I suppose I will just wonder and wish.
To you I should have said...
Don't leave.
Life will go on but I won't forget.
I won't regret.
I don't regret you.
The love I feel I know will fade.
It will never go away completely but subside it will.
Some days I weep for you.
Other days I cut for you.
Few days I have a boiling rage for you.
How is it possible to love and hate someone so much?
And in the same instance?
The purple and gray skies won't open.
They won't let light shine through.
The purple and gray skies will stay closed forever.
If only I told you to stay...