This was my decision,
I know that.
I never expected it to
Happen like this though.

Every part of me is
Extended beyond
Each of its limits.
Exhaustion rules my life.

Mentally,
Physically,
Emotionally,
I can’t function properly anymore.

I’ve already witnessed
It take over an
Innocent human being,
I can’t bear to watch another.

Three months have dwindled
And it is noticeable,
I am not the same.
All I feel is numbness.

Engines now control my
Every move without any aid yet
Everyone is still depending on me,
Exactly like they always have.

I know that I am not who I was
Three months ago though,
And I know that I won’t be the same
Three months from now either.