I want you to know
You are my snow
I waited for a year
But you never felt near
I never gave up
The only thing you say is “sup”

You didn’t come
So you left my heart numb
Then you came
But it was always the same
You gave us food
Said you were not in the mood
You took us home, we said our goodbye
Then I started to cry
We spent some nights
I thought you would show us some sights
You left us in your living room
We just assumed
You were busy working, but NO!
That’s what made us want to go
But I wanted to see if you changed

You lied to my face
That’s the case
I thought you loved me
But now I see
You wanted your friends to think you were a
Mother
Why bother?

I decided I was done
Time with you was never fun
Now I realized I was wrong
I know it took so long
I am not alone
I‘ve never been your clone
Even if I look like you
My real mom has always been there
Always caring
Giving all her love
An angel from above
That’s my life; it might be boring
Know that now I am soaring
Family is amazing
I am just saying
In my heart
There’s a missing part
I am taking one day at a time
Don’t you worry, I learned to read the sign
I still think of you, but not the same
There’s still horrible pain
I think I am done here
I have no fear
It took forever
But know I am better

I FORGIVE YOU MOTHER