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The Last Time I'm Looking Up

May 20, 2013
By Csenge PLATINUM, Xyz, Arizona
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"If I wanted to see freaks I would look out my window." Johnny Eck

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I’m walking through an empty road
I don’t know where I am anymore
I though life was trustworthy
Not anymore
I get back up
And start again
Looking for a new hope
And be stronger
For next times to come
I don’t want you to take my hand
I’m doing this alone
Making my own decisions
On a better call of home
I’m sorry
I apologize to all of you souls
I have wrongly touched
For I still am a little unsure where I belong
We’ll get through this
I just need a little more time
Just a little more tears
To think things out for next time
Where my sun rise will be painted black
And sunset orange
Fearing the beginning of an unsure tomorrow

© Jessica S., Aberdeen, SD

The author's comments:
I brought myself to trust people wrongly, and that has lead me to break true trust and friendships with others. Never again.
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