My mind is unraveling
And leaving me here
I don't know where it's traveling
But I wish to go there

The fiber of my being
Is tearing at the seems
Blood is all I'm seeing
And I wish it would cease

Lost my mind
where did it go?
Happiness is what I hope to find
But I'm losing hope

Singing my skin
Feeling the pain
Wishing to be thin
But failing fast

I lost myself
Where did Gabby go?
Is she on a shelf?
Waiting to come back home?

I want her to come back
hear her giggle, feel her warmth
I want all of her the total pack
her giant heart, her caring smile

I no longer care
if what I do is bad
all I want is my teddy bear
to make the pain go away

I don't want help
and this is bad
the pain makes me yelp
but I don't mind

I'm an addict again
I need help
I'm lost again
Heop I come back soon.